bully pulpit....

someone basically told me to get off of my soapbox today....  eye prefer to refer to it as the bully pulpit....  one of my weapons....  it worked so well for teddy roosevelt....  why can eye not make it work for me....

first of all...  up to this point....  you have all been told lies about me....  you have only been told what these evil fucks making movies about my life want you to hear....  only the worst parts of me....  so....  eye need to clear that all up....

second of all....  eye have admitted....  that this IS a guessing game for me....  all eye can go by....  is the clues that people give me....  AND....  the songs....  remember....  my songs know all about what bad people did in the dark....  am eye wrong sometimes....  sure....  but who is not wrong....  eye have been given four three different diagnoses for my mental health....  eye have been given at least five or six different treatment plans....  from five or six different psychiatrists....  one forced me on zyprexa....  another....  tried to force me off of zyprexa....  point being....  we are ALL playing a guessing game in this world....  at least eye am admitting it....  and....  yes....  eye am wrong....  a lot....  but....  eye bet you that eye am right more than eye am wrong.... and....  when eye talk about these evil fucks....  eye bet eye am close to spot on....  just because it is so hard for you to believe that such evil exists....  does NOT mean that it does not exist....  

for example....  eye KNOW that my psychiatrist from ten years ago ran a test on me....  found out that eye had helicobacter pylori at high levels in my body....  a known carcinogen....  and....  she did NOT tell me....  eye KNOW this....  now....  eye have carcinoid tumors....  a direct result of having high levels of helicobactor pylori in my body for far too long....  eye KNOW that my prostate was enlarged....  but the bloodwork kept telling my doctor that it was fine....  so he did nothing about it....  until eye asked him to do a rectal exam....  eye KNOW that my legs got burnt badly....  and....  you fuckers cannot explain it....  so....  what the fuck is wrong with my explanation....  eye know that my father threw me in the mental hospital within weeks after eye told him that he was fucking up the family business....  and....  eye want my turn....  and....  eye know that he asked me if eye was on my meds....  when eye said that eye was not on any meds....  eye neglected to say that my doctor took me off of all of the pharmaceuticals....  when eye told him that eye was not on any meds....  he said....  quote unquote....  GOOD....  because you are doing really well....  eye KNOW that eye called the same psychiatrist who did not tell me about the helicobactor pylori and asked her to give me some zyprexa....  because eye was not sleeping well....  she could have prescribed it over the phone....  but instead....  she told me to come in on wednesday....  on tuesday....  the police picked me up for being homeless....  they picked me up from my home where eye was paying rent....  besides....  since when is being homeless a crime....  and....  eye am sure....  not being on meds factored into the equation....  and....  eye was one day away from being on meds.... 

so....  you do not believe anything else that eye am saying....  ask michael if eye was right....  was eye right about him clipping his daughters wings....  did she take her life because of it....  did eye save his life....  because the bad mother put her to sleep....  and sent her back to assasinate him....  and eye warned him....  WAS EYE RIGHT....

and....  how do YOU read these lyrics....  black....  run this town....  dirty paws....  eye am not afraid....  knocking on heavens door....

it sounds to me....  like someone who called themselves love....  deceived everyone....  and....  in the end....  eddie veders world was turned to black....  all the love gone bad....  turned my world to black....  tattooed every fucking thing....  and....  it sounds to me....  like....  the only thing that is on my mind....  is a bunch of niggers....  who think that they are going to run this town....  and....  it sounds to me....  like zeuses killing machines turn everything to black....  right of monters and men....  and....  it sounds to me....  like there is a fucking black cloud following me around....  and....  it is telling everyone where eye am going to be....  and...  it is making sure....  nasty fucking people are in my face....  ALMOST....  everywhere eye go....  that is what it sounds like to me....  you tell me....  are faggots and dykes ninety percent of the population....  well....  they are ninety percent of the people that eye see....  eye know that is an exageration....  but....  they are showing up everywhere eye go....  and....  they are picking up their game....  everytime that eye see them....  they are acting and dressing more and more gay....  trying to get under my skin....  THAT....  is what eye am seeing....  what the fuck are you seeing....

and....  now my judges....  are michael....  and gods fucked up soldier....  you are letting me be judged....  by people who should NOT be judges....  you are letting a guy who does not shut up....  be my judge....  you are letting a guy who eye exposed....  be my judge....  really....  you are going to let the fucked up judge me....  eye AM doomed....  your fucking world is doomed....  

michael admitted to me....  that his job is to take ALL of the immortals home....  so that they can abandon the humans for ever....  did you hear that moon....  when you were NOT listening....  he told me that he wants to abandon the humans FOREVER....  and....  gods soldier....  that you put on me....  he is a fucking monster....  he has no ability to fitler himself....  to shut himself up....  and....  when eye gave him constructive criticism....  asked him politely....  to stop taking up eighty percent of the conversation at dinners....  he stopped coming....  and....  when eye politely asked the same of him in the mental health group....  god threatened to kick me out if eye ever did it again....  so....  eye left....  before....  he could kick me out....  eye saw the writing on the wall....  and....  eye beat him to the punch....

if you want to give me a fair shot....  why not have this woman judge me for the outsiders....  or....  this guy....  why do you not give me a fair shot....  a fighting chance....  and....  from the insiders....  why not have....  my favorite boss judge me....  or....  even poseiden....  eye am going to take his son from him....  ocean man junior is going to become my son....  and....  eye AM going to demote him....  so....  why not put him on me for the insiders....  let HIM judge me....  because....  he has the MOST to lose....  too....  if eye cannot convince him....  to take his demotion....  to let his son go....  if eye can convince his son to be my son....  if eye cannot convince him....  that this is better....  than being raped by zeus....  well....  then eye deserve to fail....  please....  give me a fighting chance....  micheal fucking hates me....  and....  so does gods soldier....  he is pissed....  because he wants to be king....  he is pissed....  because eye criticised him....  these are NOT fair judges....  

what eye am asking of you....  will NOT be easy for me....  eye need to negotiate a peace between poseiden and the sun....  two arch enemies....  two people that despise each other....  one....  who wants vengeance....  and....  one....  who....  wants power....  she wants him to suffer....  like she did....  and....  he.....  does NOT want to suffer at all....  and....  he wants the world....  he wants to rule the world....  he is NOT going to get what he wants....  he is going to get what he needs....  what he deserves....  and....  that is all....  and....  eye told the sunshine soldiers to put the sun in power for a reason....  this is the reason....  if....  eye cannot negotiate a peace....  between two arch enemies....  well....  eye do not deserve to rule....  but....  if eye can....  well....  you will finally see....  how the way works....  you will finally see....  my perfection....  but....  you must give me a fighting chance....  gods fast talker and michael....  are planning on throwin me in jail on monday....  because....  they both have been jilted by me....  they both fucking hate me....  they were just looking for any excuse to throw my ass in jail....  

they are both on me....  right....  just change the judges....  from micheal and the overtalker....  to poseiden and the sun....  eye love them both....  AND....  they do not know it yet....  but....  they both love me....  please....  give me a fighting chance....  

oh...  and by the way....  the faggots and dykes to NOT get a say in this....  and....  neither do the liberals....  eye have shown you that they only want evil shit....  unless....  we include the moon....  she can be my liberal....  the moon and the sun and poseiden....  let the three of them be my judges....

how about it everyone....  is this a good proposal....  will you let the three of them be my judges....

oh....  and let me also say....  except for the moon....  the other two judges CAN be replaced....  this is how the process works....  if they know that they can be replaced....  they will be a little more compromising....

we are not negotiating whether of not eye go to jail....  we are negotiation the end to a war....  this is NOT about me....  this is about all of you....  what do you want....  start thinking....  what do you want....  what do you need....  and....  YOU....  are also on trial here....  the world IS deciding....  will you be our leaders....  bring your best game....  bring your best behavior....  because....  the moon has replacements for each of you....  

eye think that both of you have been disarmed....  neither of you can hurt me....  so....  eye have the upper hand....  eye have the bully pulpit....  so....  eye want ocean man junior to represent poseiden....  and....  mr sunshine yoga to represent the sun....  

are we FINALLY starting the negotiation process....  or....  am eye getting ahead of myself again....  and again....  and again....

once again....  do NOT quote me on this....  but....  eye think....  ocean man junior....  used to be your lucifer....  your light bearer....  he was thrown in the middle of things before....  and....  now....  here you are....  throwing him in the middle of things again....  FORCING him to do your dirty work....  FORCING him to be your soldier....  think about it people....  any resemblance....  before the fall....  between ocean man junior....  and lucifer....  tell me....  everyone loves ocean man junior....  am eye right....  did everyone love lucifer....  before the fall....  well....  tell me....  any resemblence....

and....  would you get michael and robotalker the fuck off of me....  if they WANT to be a part of this process....  they BOTH have my contact information....  just remember fellas....  eye prefer email and text....  especially when dealing with you robotalker....

IF....  you would let me....  eye would start waking these people up....  so you can see for yourselves....  rebirth IS possible....  eternal life IS possible....  but no....  you insist on harrassing and harrassing and harrassing....  what the fuck is wrong with you people....

so....  did you notice....  eye added references to the hypothyroidism page on finding balance....  eye might be making educated guesses....  but....  eye am NOT making shit up....  eye can back up most everything eye said in finding balance....  if eye cannot....  eye most likely put it on the theory section....  eye TELL you that eye am working on a theory....  

also....  do you know who else used the bully pulpit....  teddy roosevelt....  only....  the best president of all time....  it worked for him....  so....  why not make it work for me....