what are MY intentions....

it is so hard to know....  what my intentions are....  eye do NOT even know what my intentions are....  eye am taking it day by day....

so....  what is the issue....  IF....  you let me fall....  will eye go through the gates of hell....  will eye take my world into the gates of hell....  allowing the devils and demons to rip everyone in it apart....  is that the issue...  is that the question....  

as eye have mentioned....  time and time and time again....  protect yourselves....

help me build the trusts....  BEFORE....  you make me the strongest....

now....  there is the issue of the world....  are you going to let me go down....  with a million people in my world....  good questions eye suppose....

then....  there is the issue of the fox....  and....  white god....  and....  black god....  and....  fake love....  and....  the bad mother....  and....  the NOT so gentle race....  and....  the fat cells....  and....  the owners of hard wood floor....  and....  the owners of the niwot treehouse....  and....  the people who abused mountain shadow....  

then....  there is the matter of the radio....  there is the matter of the rain....  there is the matter of the shadows....  are you reborn when you let me city take you in....  has anyone been through it....  can anyone bear witness....

then....  what about lucifer....  is ocean man junior lucifer....  when will he wake up....  

then....  the are loves angels....  my angels....  they ARE my living proof....  that an angel CAN become human....  right....  have they said ANYTHING to anyone yet....  

what happens to people....  when the way deals with them....  eye THINK that the way HAS dealt with the sun....  eye THINK that the radio has made her pay for what she did to ben....  did she burn him alive....  did eye burn her....  over a longer period....  with less severe heat....  so that she would FEEL the pain that she caused him....  has ben seen enough....  is ben ready for me to let her go....  can eye let her go....  and....  she can tell you what happened to her....  on the radio....  

or....  anzara....  she IS not happy with me....  she told me that she was going to take a chance....  she WAS evil....  so eye imagine....  the radio made her pay a heavy price....  she IS not happy with me....  but....  can she tell you....  what happened to her....  was fair.....

how about this....  how about you have mountain shadow....  tell me....  what happened to her....  how about you let me show you....  that eye can come up with a solution....  let me put my plan into works....  let me show you....  that eye CAN give her justice....  without....  torturing anyone....  if they pushed her out of her own world....  eye can push them out of my world....  that seems fair to me....   eye need to HEAR her story....  eye need to hear what she wants....  eye need to show you....  that....  your FATE can be determined....  before you let my city take you in....  before you let my city spit you out....  that we can NEGOTIATE a persons justice....  

and....  what about the sun....  and....  poseidon....  what happened there....  eye can erase her memories for that fateful day....  if she was raped....  and....  eye can give her justice....  eye can demote poseidon....  eye want to demote him anyways....  he was never a protector....  and....  never will be a protector....  

IF....  we get justice for everyone....  BEFORE....  eye go down....  IF....  we either get rid of the bad guys....  or....  throw them in jail....  or.... or.... or....  get justice of everyone who has been harmed....  BEFORE....  eye go down....  

then....  perhaps....  eye MIGHT be willing to leave my world behind....  eye MIGHT be willing to leave it on a level....  where no one else can get to it....  

and....  then....  go into the pit....  then....  retrieve all of the dead....  if....  eye leave my world behind....  you would have to give me another world....  so eye can collect all of the dead....  the lyrics says that mountain shadow would inheret the dead....  but....  eye am NOT ready to give them all to her....  she is NOT a leader yet....  she is NOT queen material....  not yet....  she cannot even handle me calling her bitch....  she wanted vengeance when eye called her a bitch....  no leader....  no GOOD leader....  seeks vengeance for personal attacks....  

allow me to talk to the moon....  allow ocean man junior to talk to the moon....  that IS my first request....  

allow mountain shadow to tell me what happened to her....  allow me to hear her story....  either....  in front of all her abusors....  or....  at spanish coffee house....  break the prime directive this one time....  so eye can SHOW you justice....  you know eye am all about SHOWING you things....  right....  

we have all the time in the world....  the one thing that we have on our side right now....  is time....  

eye also ask....  that you stop letting people harrass me....  keep the villians OUT of my face....  like you did today....  thanks for that....  by the way....

am eye right out wanna be queen....  is she dingy boys slave....  can eye talk to her again....  eye am not sure why....  but....  IF....  she is a slave....  eye do OWE her an apology....  what about her....  can she tell me her story....

you see....  is the moon even going to talk to ocean man junior....  when she does not KNOW that he is her son....  maybe....  if she talked to him....  she might start recognizing things....  she might start believing....  that eye DID bring her son back to her....  hell....  eye do not even KNOW that he is lucifer at this point....  but....  eye have a STRONG belief that he is....  

since you can NEVER know my intentions....  especially since eye do NOT even know my intentions....  let us start to build some certainty....  where there is so much uncertainty....  can we do that....  can we start protecting....  you from me....  and....  me from you....  can we start BUILDING trust between us....  

can you arrest someone for me....  is there someone that EVERYONE agrees is bad....  can we arrest that person....  does everybody agree that the fox is bad....  you can arrest him for his crimes at the investment shop....  does everyone KNOW that he is having his soldiers try to have me killed or arrested or put in the mental hospital....  ask poseidon....  he and older brother and neice most certainly played his game....  WHAT....  do you ALL know about this game....  and....  do you ALLOW it....  do you all KNOW that he STOLE lucifers and the moons world....  now....  eye know....  eye think eye know....  that the moon made a TERRRIBLE fucking mistake....  she did NOT think that lucifer deserved the world....  so....  she sided with the fox....  AM EYE RIGHT....  what a fucking HORRIBLE mistake that was....  however....  lakehouse....  says that he broke THEIR trust....  as they were walking away from him....  so....  am eye wrong....  is she or is she not aligned with the fox now....  she had my session with the conservator bitch on video for him to watch....  ya....  eye knew that moon....  eye fucking know everything....  you cannot do anything without me knowing....  eye know that you let him watch our little negotiation with conservator bitch....  

do you STILL think that eye am your son....  do you STILL think that eye am the original lucifer....  OR....  are you starting to come to the conclusion that there is NO fucking way eye am your son....  your son was NEVER this much of a monster....  am eye right....  you see....  when eye changed your plan for the new world....  from a star....  to a star AND a flower....  eye did NOT break MY promise to you....  because....  you and EYE never discussed this....  

you know....  in my plan....  eye am not even sure that we need the divisions anymore....  eye am not even sure that we need the star or the flower....

we MOST certainly do NOT need the tower anymore....  what a fucking disaster that was....  what a fucking disaster that is still today....  what a piece of shit this material tower is....  it seems the higher or lower eye get....  the WORSE people get....  it was created to have the BEST at the top....  but....  eye certainly feel like....  the worst are at the top....  

when all is said and done here....  moon....  you are going to be EXTREMELY happy when you find out that eye am NOT your son....  eye did this....  so that you and your son....  could fall in love with each other again....  eye am going to deal out the consequences....  to everyone who hurt your son....  eye am going to deal out the consequences....  to everyone who ever hurt anyone.....  so that....  eye am the bad guy here....  so that your son gets HIS justice....  AND....  nobody hates HIM for it in the end....  the bad guys WILL hate me....  not your son....  and....  it will NOT matter if they hate me....  because they are going to be living....  in some distant world....  where they can NEVER get to me....  and....  yet.....  eye am ONLY going to make them face justice....  eye am going to make their consequences fair....  but....  the bad guys....  will be far far far away from me....  eye want NOTHING to do with any of them....  and....  they will NEVER know me....  they will NEVER know their maker....  eye want the GOOD people to know who eye am....  eye do NOT give a shit about the rest....  eye will NOT punish them....  except those who tortured....  they will feel the same exact pain that they caused....  eye will NOT punish someone for stealing....  or....  trying to steal....  but....  justice WILL be served....  the victims WILL feel redeemed....  is that the right word....  redeemed....  they WILL feel like justice has been served....  

now....  eye know that loves angels are concerned....  what do eye have in store for them....  eye am thinking....  if they work for me....  they can earn their redemption....  if they work for lucifer and poseidon and the moon....  bringing about the world to come....  they can earn their redemption....  but....  eye am NOT so sure....  they will be able to stay in my world....  again....  eye MIGHT offer them their own world....  but....  how do eye guarantee this....  eye do NOT know....  maybe at some point....  we can create a contract....  the more we come out of darkness....  the more possibilities we will have....  to make certain guarantees to people....  because....  that is what you want....  that is what you are asking for....  am eye right....  

keep keeping the nasties away from me....  and....  you will see another side of me....  a side you have not seen yet....  EVEN....  in my book....  keep keeping the nasties away from me....  and....  you WILL see the boy....  more and more....  even....  in my books....

to be clear....  eye do not THINK that either of the black ladies at north are nasties....  you do NOT have to keep them out of my face....

but....  the people at race car coffee who hurt mountain shadow....  PLEASE.... keep them OUT of my face....  the nasty fat cells....  PLEASE.... keep them out of my face....  except....  the four that eye previously mentioned....  

eye AM going to start causing the fat cells some pain....  eye HOPE that you let the four that eye mentioned go....  eye need to teach the others a leason....  you do NOT steal peoples worlds....  you do NOT even TRY to steal a persons world....  

oh....  if the one black girl at north is a fat cell....  you can let her go to....  eye HOPE you are letting people go when eye ask....  

the other fat cells....  eye am thinking eye am going to make them ask lucifer before eye let them go....  and....  eye am thinking....  they are going to work for the team....  that takes back THREE worlds for lucifer....   when the fox takes three stolen worlds for lucifer....  they are going to work with him....  eye THINK that would be justice....  what do you all think....  

and....  with regard to spanish coffee house....  eye think that three our four people there STOLE the world from the mother....  IF....  eye am right....  eye want to hear what she thinks would be justice....  what she wants as a consequence for the four people who stole her house....  eye am not sure if the NASTY ass fat cell was involved in the coup....  but....  eye think....  the hubby and flower and mattingale were involved....  they can either work something out with her....  in private....  or....  she can get me involved....  either way....  as long as it gets back to its rightful owner....  and....  she feels justice was served....  eye am definitely going to demote all of them....  eye THINK that the reason they were able to steal her world....  is because they are stronger than her....  eye WILL take care of that problem....  ONLY....  protectors....  have power in MY world....  NOT....  theives....  and....  if she would like....  eye will send them all to some far far away land....  where she NEVER has to see them again....  if she wants that from me....  eye will do it....  let JUSTICE be served....